you see a happy person... do you really know how i feel? you are on the recieving end of my endless love... but do you know why i love so much? when you are near me, you have to comfort of my always being there... how could you possibly know why? can you see past the mask and into my soul, where i keep all the pain until i can no longer handle it? sometimes you think you can, but you don't really know. do you know the extent of my regrets? you think you know how much i do regret, but you only know what i tell you. do you know why i keep you close but at a distance at the same time? you can take a guess, i will let you think you know... but you truly don't understand why. will you still accept me, take me.... love me?

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