Sometimes I wonder why
Sometimes I wonder why What has a hold on me here? And why can't it let me pass it by? It's not like there is something here I have long since been an outsider With no inkling as to why I don't know why I'm here anymore So, sometimes I wonder why? There is nothing here for me Not a single tie Nothing here to be Just to sit here and die Sometimes I wonder why? That's not what I want This isn't where I want to die To die here, I can't There is too much pain for me here I can't take it much longer I don't want the pain that is given to me here I don't want it any longer. Sometimes I wonder why What keeps me? There is so much hurt, really I can't be me This is where I go To sleep, to eat I don't want to be here, though. I want to leave, to be the one who beats. I don't want to hurt anymore I don't want to be beaten down I want so much more Than to be looking down I want to be on top I want to w...