can i ever be the true me when a part of me is lost to someone else? why do i have to ask myself why i did not do what i wanted to? when can i finally tell him what i've held inside me for so long what i have wanted to say all along? i don't know what to do now but to deal with what i hold until i am old. but maybe i can let it out and figure out how to say what i need to say and finally let him know how i feel about him now.

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  1. CharlyApril 4, 2011 at 7:50 PM

    okay, this was supposed to be a poem, but this was being stupid, so it didn't come out that way.

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