you don't know what you don't see
you don't let me be the real me
you use me to build up your ego
you don't know how much i want you to let go
i try to get away
but you always seem to get your way
what you don't seem to understand
i can no longer withstand
what you put me through,
all the crap from you
what i don't think is okay
is how you pull me every which way
i am so sick and tired of your crap
i feel like i am in a trap
why do you do this to me?
don't you see
that i might not get out of this,
that i can't get out of this?

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